It’s always good to ‘Take Stock’ of where you are (in life; with yourself), and the start of a new year feels particularly apt.
This is the first year I haven’t written lengthy lists of plans, ideas, dare I say it – resolutions. I’m OK with that. Instead I’ve spent the first days of 2017 just thinking, being, breathing.
Turning things over in my mind and taking my time before rushing into anything too deep and meaningful; catching up on reading and creative work with minimal digital distraction. It felt good. Hibernation could be my ‘thing’.
A walk along the beach at Cullen Bay in the North of Scotland was a beautiful, wild way to welcome in the year, the sea restless with energy and alive with mystery.
For this ‘Taking Stock’ I’ve picked 12 verbs from the usual list (one for each month), to reflect on. This is me, right now:
Making: Cullen Skink. I had to really, having so recently visited Cullen and tasting the award-winning version, circa 2015.
Drinking: Red Berry Suki Tea. It’s a deep rich red jewel in a cup.
Reading: The Outrun, by Amy Liptrot. It’s wild and beautiful and it makes me want to visit Orkney (again), and some of the tiny islands off it, especially Papay.
Looking: forward to our family holiday in Florida, starting next week. The Everglades. The Keys. Hemingway’s house.
Watching: The OA – highly unusual and gripping. GIRLS, Nashville…
Smelling: peppermint and eucalyptus oils in my bath. The perfect (indulgent) winter-morning ritual.
Loving: that people are loving THE WORD, my fledgling fortnightly newsletter. Thank you to everyone who’s contacted me to let me know how much they’re enjoying it, and who’ve shared, tweeted and encouraged me – your support means everything.
Noticing: sunsets like never before. They creep up early in winter and feel like the most beautiful of the year.
Listening: to Angel Olsen. Over and over. Especially this and this and this and this. (Which brings me to my new favourite thing to say when I forget what I’m trying to say: “the thing with the thing with the thing. You know the thing?” No, no-one else does either…
Thinking: about rainbows and phrases and new words and word associations. Rainbow-physics. Never-night. Svengali. Leitmotif. Gesamtkunstwerk.
Opening: new books and journals that I received over Christmas. Italian leather with lush, cream pages from my husband; a coveted Mucha scrapbook from my Mum.
Feeling: optimistic and curious about 2017 and all it promises.
I asked friends and family about their ‘resolutions’, and was surprised when mostly they told me of things they’re not going to do, something they ‘need’ to stop or cut out of their life.
I know that’s often the way, but instead I’d like to focus on the all the amazing things I am going to do, plan to do, will do, and perhaps some happy surprises that 2017 will have in store. It just feels better to think like that, doesn’t it?