I love it when you have a day that starts of sunny and bright and things just go…right, well, unfolding perfectly, from the moment you open your eyes. It doesn’t happen often but I find it’s always the unplanned days that work out like this, or the days with only a very loose plan.
Nothing fancy, no grand ideas, just spur of the moment thoughts anchored around a day out to a specific place or a meet up with a friend and a sense of putting the world to rights in your mind, in your world.
Some of my favourite feel-good things to do to (separate from life-enchancing creative pursuits), involve tidying up, decluttering, going for a walk.
The feelings of freedom and elation that these simple acts give opens out the day like a huge breath of air, like the breeze off the sea, like landing in a lush tropical island and getting a while new perspective on life.
(That’s how mountains make me feel too.)
Yesterday was cold, brisk even, but with sunshiney pockets.
I felt alive with the sensation of sunshine in my hair and the wind blowing as a walked; refreshing and motivating. I wandered around some familiar places and the sun blocked my view in parts and it exploded out in front of me along the horizon like in a film where the camera shoots into the sun and it creates circles of light and colour in a haze of emotions and poignancy. It was kind of like that.
And I thought about other times in my life, both happy and sad, remembering how the same streets looked and felt to me 10 and 15 years ago. Places I don’t live in anymore or find myself in very often. Places that have become hugely emotive in terms of conjuring memories of times gone by.
I think of it a bit as going back to your old school and walking the corridors after hours, empty corridors, feeling a sense of joy to no longer be confined to those stuffy classrooms of double maths and bad French and chemistry lessons gone wrong, but they’re also tainted with a kind of sadness for a time that will never be again or come back because it’s closed off, finished, gone except for in the recesses of your mind.
But I’m grateful that I’m in this time, my time, the only time I will ever know, and my life is where it is now. And I’m looking forward and ahead.
Hello to a brand new week of sunshine and the wonderful sensations that remind me I’m alive.